I know I’ve talked about this before. I’ve been struggling a lot with finding time for my Bible lately. Running and strength training has taken up a lot of my spare time. I’ve been extra tired again too. Stressed, to say the least. But fear has been creeping up in a lot of different ways. God keeps talking to me about fear though. When starting the training for the marathon or maybe even during the pre-training, the song Fear, He is a Liar by Zach Williams kind of seemed to be my theme song. Every time that I would hear it, it would speak to me.
The most recent song that has taken over is The Breakup Song by Francesca Battistelli. Another big song on fear. Today, I decide I’m doing my Bible study no matter what and grabbed my Jesus Always book by Sarah Young. And today’s date is all on fear. How God is with you through all things, has already gone before you, knows all and how you shouldn’t pick up fear as a hitchhiker on the way.
I have been living in fear lately. Fear that I won’t make it in my marathon training. Fear that my one daughter will do something that she can’t come back from. Fear that my oldest will not get it figured out with the future in-laws. And the list goes on. Sometimes, it feels that if I try to let go and live in the moment that, that is the moment it all falls apart. But you know that is the evil one just working on you. He is telling you that if you don’t live in fear (with him) that all will break. But that is not the truth. God is with you through everything. Every last thing.
A friend of mine recently gave me encouragement for my runs that when focusing on the children in Africa isn’t working to focus on how Jesus gave his all for us on that cross. It is a whole nother level when it comes to imaging great power to get through. I always end up saying, God this is you, this is your work, please help me to finish it for you.
Lord- you took up the cross, which I’m sure was scary- at least for most people it would be down right terrifying but you did this in our honor. Help me to take up my own crosses of fear that I’ve been facing and know you are beside me so there is nothing to fear. Be with anyone reading this right now struggling with their own fears to feel your love inside of them. Thank you for being so strong and mighty and going before us as you do. In your Name, AmenSending All My Love!
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